If you know us, you know that Sarah had quite a time with t-ball three years ago, she wasn't ready. It was a crazy idea by her parents to throw her into playing tball. We learned our lesson and after that season, we have just told Sarah to let us know when she was ready to participate in a sport...any sport and then we even threw in other ideas, girl scouts, art class, music class. Andy and I were willing to support her in whatever she wanted to try. But she didn't want to try. Her response would always be "Nah, I'm not ready yet. I like being at home with my family." So Andy and I waited. And then....sometime this winter she said she was ready to start softball, but she was very adamant about NOT playing t-ball. ha! bad memories I guess. The "park" as we call it had her still in t-ball due to her age (had to be 7 before Jan. 1). My next thought was going back to Greenwell Springs Baptist Church and playing in their league. Matt, who I teach with, is the athletic director and we discussed the age and that's all she wrote! Sarah was ready to play...but desperately needed a friend on the team. With a little begging and convincing, Abby decided to play with us!
Sarah was excited. She was ready. Andy and I were excited for her. But I told myself to not get my hopes and to expect it to all go wrong! Yeah....t-ball effected us all! Just before we left, Sarah was complaining of a stomach ache. Here we go...We got to the parking lot and I could see it in her eyes. She was doubting herself. And my heart was breaking for her. She loves this game. She loves to play at our house. Why can't she just get out there and do it. I had to coach myself into getting a little tough in this situation. I told her. No. We were doing this. She said she was ready. And Abby is counting on her to be there.
She headed to the fields. And she did shed a few tears at the beginning, but it wasn't five minutes into that she was smiling again and I could see her really enjoying herself. I was so happy for her!!
Sarah had a great practice. She hit the ball a number of times in batting practice. She caught and threw the ball well. Sarah. You can do this kid!! Don't ever let fear keep you from having fun!! 1 Peter 5-7. I love you big sweet girl!